This is want I want to say all of you.
Okay, now listen: I'm really sorry if I'm annoying or
if I'm not that kind of person you like. I just
want to be with you all but if you don't want to
be with me please just tell me! :<
today I feel more and more like crying. But I can't cry.
There's no one who could hold me and dry my tears away.
Maybe they just don't want. I can't forgot that girl I
made angry and that's why she called me slut. Nice. Thanks.

I'm so so sorry if I'm horrible person but please,
if you hate me just tell me that because I don't want to
think you like me if the truth is that you don't. :<

I wish you were here. I wish I could know who you
really are and I wish you would want to hold me.
And I wish you would take my hand and kiss me and
told me that everything's okay.

I know nothing's okay but maybe I just am hopeless dreamer.